Yenny

So I confessed my feelings to you the last day we met. As outspoken as I have always been all my life, it was very difficult for me to say those three words while you looked me in the eye. But, somehow, I got through it ( and ran for my life afterward). I had thought that after I told you that, I would be able to tie up all loose ends, and consequently move on. However, my mind is still obsessing with you, with your smiles, your voice, your not-so-cleanly-shaved face… Maybe it’s because of the fact that you gave me hope when you asked me if I still had anything to say to you, or maybe it’s me who was having to high a hope that you would, somehow, someday, be mine. I don’t know, but the thing i do know is that i love you, wholeheartedly; even though i am scared out of my mind of the vulnerability i’m feeling right now, and even though i am without hopes. You have become a part of my life and i think i’ll let it be.